WHEN YOUR BODY HAS A GROUP CHAT... AND YOU ARE NOT THER ADMIN

By MacB 😌
There are people living normal lives…and then there is MacB. Living in a body where meetings are happening daily… aggressively… without permission… and clearly without leadership 😭
* No agenda.
* No structure.
* No peace.
Just symptoms… and vibes.

Welcome to the Group Chat
Let’s introduce the chaos committee:
Endometriosis – the quiet one… but dangerous. Doesn’t talk much, but when it does? It speaks fluent PAIN.

Hormonal imbalance – the emotional one. Overreacts, underreacts, cries, laughs, and confuses everybody… including MacB.

Ovarian cysts – the unpredictable one. Calm today, chaos tomorrow. A full-time plot twist.

AND THEN… THE PLOT TWIST NOBODY ORDERED
Let’s talk about the main character of suffering:
Heavy, painful bleeding… for 48 DAYS.
Yes.
Forty. Eight. Days. 😭
At this point, it’s no longer a “period.”
This is a full-time job with no salary, no leave days, and zero benefits.
MacB’s New Lifestyle (Sponsored by Bleeding 😭)
- Wake up → check
- Sit down → check
- Stand up → check
- Walk → check
- Breathe → also check 😭
Because the fear is always there:
“Is everything still under control… or is today the day we embarrass ourselves in public???”

The Real Experience Behind 48 Days
Let’s not sugarcoat it…
This is:
- Constant exhaustion like your body is running on 2% battery
- Dizziness from blood loss like “why is the room spinning???”
- Weakness that makes even simple things feel like a workout
- The emotional stress of NEVER getting a break and the worst part???? You don’t get to clock out.
The Anxiety Nobody Talks About
Heavy bleeding is not just physical…
It’s mental.
- Always checking yourself
- Always planning where to sit
- Always calculating how long you can stay somewhere
- Always carrying “emergency supplies” like you’re going to war

MacB is not just living life…
She is managing a 24/7 situation.
Meanwhile… The World Is Like:
“Come to work 😊”
“Let’s go out 😊”
“Why are you cancelling plans???”
MacB:
“Because my body is currently acting like a crime scene, thank you very much.” 😌
Pain + Bleeding + Hormones = ???????
At this point, it’s not even a condition…
It’s a full production 😊 😊 

Pain is doing background music 🎶
Hormones are directing emotions 🎭
Bleeding is the main storyline 📺
Cysts are just adding surprise episodes 😭
And MacB?????? She is the main character who did NOT audition for this role.
The Strength Nobody Sees (Again 😌)

Let’s pause the jokes for one second…
because surviving 48 days of heavy, painful bleeding is not small.
That is:
Strength, Endurance, Mental resilience, that is waking up every day and still choosing to function when your body is literally draining you.

Not everyone could do that.
Back to Humor Because We Must Survive 😭😭 😭 
If MacB’s body was a WhatsApp group now:
📱 Group Name: “We Are Doing Too Much 💔🔥”
* Endometriosis: “Let’s add pain.”
* Hormones: “Let’s add emotions.”
* Cysts: “Let’s add suspense.”
* Bleeding: “Let’s go for 48 days 😌”
MacB:
“I rebuke this entire group chat.” 😂😂😂
Final Truth (Because This Is Serious Too)
48 days of heavy bleeding is NOT normal.
Let’s say that clearly.
- Not “it happens.”
- Not “it will pass.”
- Not “just manage.”
- No.
This is your body saying:
“Please pay attention to me.”
MacB’s Reality… and Her Power
Even in all this…
MacB is still:
Standing, Showing up, Trying, even when tired, even when drained, even when over it. And honestly? That’s not just strength.
That’s superhuman energy with zero support from the body 😭
Last Line (Because We End Strong 😌)
* MacB is not dramatic, Okey sometimes she is 😂 😂 😂 😂 😂 
* MacB is not weak.
* MacB is dealing with a body that is doing the absolute most…and still choosing to live through it.
And one day?
This same MacB will look back and say:
“Wow… I survived THAT???”
And the answer will be:
“Yes.
Yes you did.” 💛 💜❤️💜 🫂🤗

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